"Get It Striaght"

What is that suppose 2 mean?
When you say i cause you 2 try 2 hit me?
Let me tell you one thing
You need check yourself
Because i am not your ex z
Don t ever think you'll lay a hand on me
Touch me and it would be your last
Hurt me i wont cry or say is my fault when it not
Let me tell you ill mess you up and wish
you regret what you did or wish to do!
Ill make you physically &mentally hurt
Ill be your worse enemy in less than a second
So get your self straight before i make you straight!

suicied

Suicied is in my blood
Is my passion
Feel the blood rushing
Down my skin
Feels like a pain killer
Feel so solitary
Suicied can make it dissaper
Feel like am parnoid
Suicied cyrclates my body
And theres no turning back
Paralyze cant move
As if my heart stop
Ready for my funeral
So this is goodbye

"Outsider"

Feel isolated,so lonely two different worlds
Yours and my own
Feel segregation between you&me
Lonesome as i walk On these unknown streets
So many people talking a different languages
My head throbbing
Looking at me like am a weirdo
Am a freak?
Am i an alien?
I look at myself in the puddles, my reflection I look human?
I think to myself,,
Tired of the comments and mocking
Hearing others say about me, who's she?
You lost?why is she here?splash
I walk through the shallow water,
Reflection fades away,crowd
When i walk through the streets see many people what I feel there territory
Not mine
All eyes on me
Feel so nervous
Don't see my own kind Everyone is human i think
But i feel abnormal as i am a freak
Is something wrong with me?
Takes time to get use to environment
Don't Judge a book by its cover
I learn to teach!...